Hide your happiness, cover up every word, deny the things everyone has heard.
Keep it all in so he'll never know, that you did let your true feelings show...

One more cut to watch it bleed
Rip my heart right out from me
With open wrist and gaping chest
Hurting is what I do best

It only hurts when im breathing
my heart only break when its beating
my dreams only die when im dreaming
so i hold my breath
to forget

You asked me why I can’\t forget you,
I answered ‘/Because your real\’

To be forgotten is worse then death

Poeple have there own way to get through life.
i cut to get through.

and some people just let there problems go.
and i let them go too,
out of my eyes as tears.

some people take life one day at a time,
i take it one cut at a time.

my scar hasn't yet healed, the past seems to haunt me, friends have disappeared, i need a lending hand and a voice to say it's ok for big girls to cry. maybe then, i would be able to open up my heart and feel the pain, just for one last time.

-Tears are a message from your heart telling you how much it hurts-

There is a pain
far worse than the pain
any razor blade could cause
its the pain of the heart
that brings the strongest man
down on his knees in tears

I hate how badly I have lost control.
How everything is falling to peices.
And nothing anymore goes right.
I swear that I think I'm dying.

But it's going to be okay,
because I am not alone.