I might die from the drugs but it sure killed the pain.

I live to die
I die to live

I knew you'd give up on me..

I see beauty in everything else, but myself.

They see you but they see right through you. They hear you but they dont quite listen. and thats what hurts the most. they say they care but they really dont.

If I only did what I thought was right from the start maybe I could have prevented all this.

The depressed ones, don't dress in black. The ones who hate themselves, don't announce it. The ones that are scared, don't let out their screams. The ones struggling, don't show their scars. The ones hurting, are usually the most hidden.

You made me feel like you really liked me, and then you just left like I was nothing..

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

Im screaming inside,
but no one can hear it.
Im crying at night,
so no one can see it.
Im lonely alot,
but no one is caring.

Ryoga over and out
I could be but im not
09.08.10