It's been 2 years since i've been so depressed that i can't move. why now? why again? Will it ever end?

They say its easy. they say its just a phase, and i'll get over it. but have they tried being me, even for just a day?

Give me a gun, so i can end this misery, after all we all die in the end, im not being selfish, i just dont want to go through the pain and tears anymore

Why have I again, let someone prove that I'm not good enough.

Breaking up-Hard
Waking up without you-Harder
Watching you move on as i stand still-hardest

My stomach growls.
It makes me smile.
I'll stay away from food a while.
A slower death than knives and pills,
But starvation also kills.

You live, you love, you laugh, you learn.

You scream, you cry, you crash, you burn.

-Anonymous

And I wonder where you are,
And if the pains end when you die.
And I wonder if there was,
Some better way to say good-bye

-Anonymous

If only you knew how many tears I cry,
Maybe you'd treat me better... </3

To still care about someone, who never once cared about you - that is the most foolish thing.