Hold her tight and don't let go
Hide this pain she cannot show,
Look beyond her broken eyes
To a heart that's paralyzed,

Thats from my new poem "Letting Go"
I know you hate this but could you give me some feedback on it? THANX!!

I fear if I force one more smile this mask will crack and everyone will finally see the real me.

Love is the bridge between two hearts. Too bad mine was knocked down.

They say "don't worry about finding true love, because in most fairytales, they don't find each other till the last page."

Well he was the last page;
My happily ever after;
And now the stories over;
I'm closing the book.

***What really makes me sad is that bird that will never say a word; what really makes me cry is his song that will never be heard.

**Dedicated to my brother who passed away in '93. Love you always my dear brother.

I just want to be happy
Is that to much to ask
I want people to know the real me
I’m tired of hiding behind this mask.

You think you want to D I E

but in reality your just wishing to be [ saved ]

Some people are so afraid to die that they never really begin to live.

I want you back...I don't want your memories I want YOU, here, alive...I just want you to hug me one last time, like you did that day, you were so happy that day...WHY did god (if there is one) take you away???

Push away and then hold on,
Hate, but still love
laugh, but cry on the inside,
Ask for attention and then hide
run away, and run back
Cry, tears of red,
explain, but not be understoud
give up, but never forget

read my poems =D