Alcohol and nervous wits
Razor blades and bloody wrists
Deceiving eyes trapped in lies
Can't escape their painful cries

I cant loose people who were never really there

When the world turns its back on you, STAB IT.

Stop being so perfect for just one minute
do something to piss me off
saying good bye to you wouldnt be so hard if i were angry
&i dont think id miss u half as much if we left on bad terms

x

Im not sure if i just enjoy loving you, or im just addicted to feeling the pain of loving you

So I am gonna let go now,
And finally say good bye,
Because I have finally had enough,
And I no longer wanna cry.

Look me in the eye and say that you never really loved me.

Sit there with your pride and fake smile,
But eventually they will realize,
That behind that lie,
The truth is you're hurting.

"I do not fear death, I welcome it with open arms."

It's kind of like it's something living inside you.
Something you cant get rid of because
Killing it means killing you.