Don't tell me I'm not dreaming
Lost and awake in a world of deceiving...
Sitting here in my darkened room
Red with anguish and pain...
The forgotten blades
Of all the fallen that night...
Sitting home and wondering
How she ever loved him...
My soul is so cold
and I seem so old...
Lonely, lost, misunderstood,
Every day it is the same...
I have no right to stalk you and watch you as I do
But I just can't help myself, you are the most...
Why must I be tortured in this cell
It must feel good to be in hell...
My life is sh*t!!
My mother hates me...
In the night i shake and stir
the thought of death does not reassure...
I see through u into broken waters i drown to
you seepin in water i breathe through you deep...
The dark, it's rising
the moon, it shines...