I found out why,
I lived this lie...
Laying in the same spot
I appear to have a dark cloud hovering over my...
Here I lay
with this dark cloud...
A weird person
ugly...
Dark, oppressive; arid night
Somber sorrow steals my sight...
As the tears fall from my eyes,
As I try to slowly die...
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Standing out in the pouring rain...
I have spanned the verse of dreams
And as time has cleaved...
I wonder through life,
Haunted,hiding behind the darkness...
I don't want to hurt you so I
Hurt myself instead...
Emptiness is what i feel
it has consumed me...
I wish I had the courage,
to use the knives I love...