Today I felt...
different from before...
Don't tell me you love me,
because its not the truth...
The noise is here,
I knew it would be...
My feet lifted up
i could barely breath...
You always said you loved me
always said you cared...
My body shakes
my heart quakes...
She's back on the drugs again
Though she knows it isn't right...
It wasn't because you couldn't see
Nor because you wouldn't talk to me...
Fear running through my veins
I feel this time won\'t be the same...
Defective me
Loaded spring...pressure point...
Living the dark side of reality.
Where dreams are few...
It's that time of year again
That time of fear again...