Oh baby I know it hurts
But please ignore the red...
The water clear and still, fluid but like a mirror
Changing, giving blood to life, I see I see...
The crystal lattice reaches out and forms itself...
Uniform, though complex, seen through and through...
They say you have wings of the purest of gold
But these antics and facades are getting old...
Locked to wall,
by my feet, by my hands...
I bear my fangs
As I prepare to feast...
You look in the mirror
To find who you are...
I am losing it yes i am losing control there is...
Mother,
I know I've forsaken you...
I awoke from this sub reality when I saw my eyes,
So big and dominating the landscape of my face...
You say you didn't want to see me anymore,
It was like my heart hit the floor...
My life seems torn apart
And it feels i just can't break myself out...