Mind full of hate;
heart full of pain; vengeance in my mind...
I woke up today;
some chill air; crisp weather...
I was running like a ghost
that had seen the eyes of the devil...
Naked and bare
Just barely there...
Spirals in circle
About and around...
D is for the way I Disgust myself
E is for the way I Enjoy being forgotten on this...
That is what I should have said.
But this time she asked her dad...
Like fire in the water,
or like the cuts in your mind...
And then there is he
who whispers and walks...
Tormented daily,
so haunted and crazy...
They say we push away
things that make us happy...
I live in a house
made of half a deck of cards...