I could have never of been this brave or strong
Dont know if I could have last this long...
I want to rip his heart out and tear his arteries.
Block his longs and suffocate him...
My false hopes have become
Brittle like my fingers...
Nothing anyone could say could change how I feel...
In a book in the closet
On the front page inside...
Draw me a picture of the life that you live; and...
Throw me a question about who gets and who give...
I haven't seen you in so long
So when I finally do...
A darkened day in late September,
Fires burned to final ember...
It's been a while,
hush now my baby...
If I could close my eyes
My judgement would be clear...
He has quickly become a good friend
but i can't help but wonder...
Losing a lover really hurts,
but losing a friend is 10 times worse...