Sometimes I feel addicted to death,
sometimes I feel afraid to walk ahead...
Many faces pass me by,
none recognize me as their own...
Times will come, both happy and sad,
tears will fall, neither good nor bad...
I don't know why,
Trying to let go of you...
Walking up a staircase,
mind tensed, full of uneasy thoughts...
Afraid of what I want,
fear of losing thy...
Crazy I was,
was to wish for you...
Always thought I would see him live,
till I go off to my road...
I brought a canvas to paint something new,
I have my colors ready, to paint a new me...
Everythings in my hand,
still fear so much...
Scars are deep,
Blood is dark...
Winds have gone,
still more to come...