I'm tired of living in a world
Where no one understands...
I am tired of living for it all.
while i lay crying in a ball...
I drown in guilt,
The bottle’s empty...
My imperfection
Is overwhelming...
Endless tears drop down my face
one for each memory i cant erase...
Seven years
Are so symbolic...
Black, blacker, blackest,
Midnight starless sky...
Do you cry for the life of an unborn child
Who’s face you have not seen...
The new mother rocked her baby gently,
As he fell asleep and dreamed great dreams...
If only people knew what's going on with me,
then maybe they would see...
Everyday i feel the sadness in me
And why does it have to be...
Mom,
I can't believe you...