Im dead.
But i have no grave...
As I put the barrel to my head i try to forget
As my finger is placed on the trigger the thought...
I'm broken and I'm hurt,
My head is so fkin' sore...
Its 1:00 am.
I'm in a parking lot of a hospital...
The time has come in haste,
Although these years seemed long...
Im so sorry
Sorry that I found you...
September 29, 2008 was the day you left us all.
You joined God in Heaven as i recall...
"We need more blood!"
The doctor yelled...
A shattered star is death
Waking night and ice in darkened light dissolving...
Drown me in syringes
If the drug held within...
Everyone cry's
Every one has to die...
The window is open wide
let the dark match the inside...