Dear diary,
I lie on my bed...
I shiver when i hear your name
I shiver when you are around...
You told me no.
Told me it's wrong...
A slash or two into my skin,
And maybe you'll let me breathe again...
You may be dead and far away
but to me you aren't gone...
I know that you are gone
i know that i didn't know you very well...
Give me directions to nowhere
Tell me where nowhere is...
Tired of going through this pain,
doing it for just no gain...
All her pain is left unspoken
left only to a knife to be awoken...
Wiry fingers with short nails,
Trace over ivory keys...
I write this note to let you know
Of all the things I do not show...
I lay in bed
Alone in the dark...