What is this feeling?
Why am I getting it...
I have to do it
I have to be a good girl...
I see so many people eveyday
Living out their life happily...
I see a snow-covered forest
The animals running freely around...
I feel something weird
A rush of energy going through me...
Why does this feel so good?
I'm taking another person's life...
No no no no
I didn't want to end up like this...
Why does it feel so good?
Is it because I'm not human...
Bombs over Iraq
Blasts on the roof...
Upon one morning they buried my soul
as if my limbs were rooted; not...
I just hate
crying so much...
I wake
and it lingers...