When I close my eyes
I see your smile...
You slowly open your eyes to see black
Only to realize you are trapped...
I'm jumping out the window
can't bear to hear you cry...
I can't stop.
they will never stop...
As we say farewell to thee
No one would dare say it to me...
I rush to the bathroom and lock the door,
I can't stand the pain; I can't stand it anymore...
I know your afraid
i look and watch your eye...
Look at the blood,
dripping down...
Butterfly kisses pressed to her cheek.
Calloused hands running over her pregnant belly...
The time has come.
To end it all...
I have no idea of how I died,
I don't know whether it was murder, or was it...
The silver blade cutters are rusting
& my eyes are still bloodshot red...