I sit here on my bed door closed and nobody home...
sorry to everyone that i have caused pain to but...
Its not the words I never got to speak
its not the thoughts I never got to think...
I put the blade to my skin and slice it deep
As the blood pours out like all the tears I've...
My heart is flapping its wing up 2 heaven.
Remembering the life it once had...
Cold concrete stained bright red
Bruised and pushed against the floor...
Trembling beneath me
on that hospital bed...
-It was so beautifully chilling
how the bodies were laying there...
It Came so sudden,
Nobody knew...
Deadly silence ringing in my ears
As I think about my fears...
Farewell for now my dear,
I'll miss you every second, every year...
Sadly you died too young,
you drifted away...
God,why do you sent me to this life?
i never ask for it...