I know your there but I can't see you
But it feels like you are beside me in everything...
The darkness wells up inside of me.
i cant shake it lose enough to finally be free...
I am writing this to you,
To let you know of what I\'m about to do...
Up near the grave as I pause to stand
I took my favorite necklace off and put it in my...
Like diamonds falling from the winter sky
They come as often as a suicidal teens tears...
How do you feel now dad?
I always wanted to be a grad...
I'm not worth it anymore
always behind a closed door...
I'm sitting on the floor
behind this closed door...
Scars of life run deep into my soul,
Taking a part of my light away...
When the wind whispers my absence,
And the sun mourns my passing...
My head in my hands
my heart on the floor...
My pulse is now gone
I'm no longer living...