Heart disintegrates
cold, frozen; lonely inside...
It lingers in my room,
It dimmers all that blooms...
Unsure of where to go
Trapped in this war I call "home"...
The sounds of the waves crashing,
the sorrow and pain passing...
Gone are the days of warm hues.
They are just memories now...
Now I'm putting the knife down
thoughts of grieve runs through my mind...
The veil of emptiness
Has petrified all emotion...
This journey of mine is a long one...
No one said it was going to be easy...
I'm not ashamed to say...
That I've been through some things...
Some days I hurt so bad...
I just want to cry...
Dark sky,
Night falls...
I can no longer live with the emptiness that lies...
Day after day...