More cuts then ever
I have now 25 cuts on my arm...
What If my life ends today.
What If all my love turns to hate...
And I shattered as if in two.
My soul broke with news of you...
She stares at her reflection,
seeing every flaw...
I just want to disappear. Forget that I ever...
Just another sleepless night,
The endless questions crashing down...
Sitting there, in that hospital chair
My body like lead, my hands hold my head...
My life was never perfect but i never expected it...
There were occasional fights here and there the...
As I stare at the night sky
I always wonder why it's so hard for me to cry...
Here in this empty place i call home
Its normal that i feel alone...
My friends are my family
i cut myself to see if i can still bleed...
Behind this innocent smile,
Lies another feeling...