Manic,
Manic episodes...
Inside my mind,
There is a war...
Death of my inner being......
Doctors in their long lab coats...
I hate you and all that you stand for,
You don't give a thing without keeping score...
Longing for love,
I get none...
Promises mean nothing when they're consistently...
Like disgruntled waves crashing in the ocean...
Misery is like snakes squeezing the life out of...
Hurting so deeply, not knowing what to say...
This is me now-
A heart woven from leftover strings...
Sick of pretending;
Getting up and going to work...
People come & go quite recently.
They tell me they are sad...
I act, think later
have given in to bad choices...
Build me up
Tear me down...