I never completely understand
that the colors of our past can change...
My life has spiraled down into the abyss into the...
I lie in bed, staring blindingly outward,
unblinking...
Since i was 4 i already knew i was no good
That i had no place...
Trapped alone inside my head
Thinking of things I should have said...
The last session, my mouth is dry
I am not allowed to move around...
I had to-
let go of the...
Is this all there is
As good as it gets...
Standing in your shoes
looked at life through your eyes...
You have been treating me as your wish
Because for you, I am just a small lake fish...
Once again, I find myself here,
hating the reflection in the mirror...
Dark and dismal I feel,
As I fall to my knees...