I wrote a suicide letter before
I remember it like it was yesterday...
It doesn't appear overnight
It doesn't come out of nowhere...
Her smile was once so bright.
It shined through all the death and anguish...
What am i
suppose to do...
There's evil in the air
Filled with sadness...
Petals of red, like bleeding hearts,
Beauty beyond depths words cannot comprehend...
You once said you'd always have my back,
So what happened to that...
Cutting helps for a moment
It's one second of my life...
I know you don't care
So please don't pretend...
Tried to revive
But, I'am bored no fun in living this life...
My head pounds like someone beating on a drum
As my heart beats it vibrates in my head...
A cycle of gloom
among wishes bloom...