Here I sit now
at the trees' end limb...
Lights come up.
Swirling in the oblivion...
I started to bleed.
I started to weep...
One time I woke up
in the middle of the night...
Someone smash the mirror, someone make it fall,
I know that is what I look like but it's not me at...
Life's not for wasting it is for living,
There's so much more to me that I could be giving...
Bittersweet misery on very lonely nights,
Icy, cold tears after pathetic, mad fights...
I woke up this morning
Lost in thought...
Don't let me fall due to the darkness within,
Let me repent and wash off my sins...
Every night I look
at the moon...
Drowning in pain
as time swims on...
Striving hard for you,
is so hard for me to do...