I am alone
barely alive...
Maybe i should listen to everyone around me ill...
I'm worthless...
You hate this life...i hate this life
you hate this family i'm a part of this...
Some days I'm sad and some days I'm happy and some...
why do i think this way i don't understand...
What am i
am i just a freaking human dart broad...
I wake up in a cold sweat
I dreamt of you again...
As we look to the sky
I scream at you why...
Alone again on a Friday night
broke and almost depressed...
Pride, which once had definition
Dignity, which never ceased to hold my head high...
Breaking is what I'm doing,
and i cant handle it anymore...
My heart says you,
but my mind says him...
And she has known such great pain
Haunted dreams as a child...