What is happing to me
I dont remember anything this week...
Stop trying to save me
Stop acting like you care...
Im sick of this life
Im sick of everything...
Im not who i use to be
Im not ready sure who i am...
You don't know me
So stop judging me...
I want to scream as loud as I can
i want to cry as hard as I can...
You see a body,
not perfect but...
If only you knew how we are,
If only you knew me...
I guess i loved you for a reason
Everyday i think about you...
Looking up at the sun
Laying on the grass...
Death is just sweet ecstasy
and pain is the best thing you'll ever see...
Oh, I'm a wanderer now, watch me wander
Disconnected through time and space...