Through darkest night
In purest day...
I open up the door of thought,
counting the kicks of regret...
When the tears are too heavy to hold,
I sleep the pain away...
Life is about finding your sun-
finding your happiness...
Today I write,
tomorrow I won't...
And ever since I was a small child
I remember the pain I used to feel...
I wake up every morning and lay in my bed and pray...
Preparing for the breakdown
became crashing waves in the way...
The shadowy gift of tears returns
to touch the abyss that has become my heart...
Deep secrets become reopened
as blood releases pent up pain...
Silly little girl
Don't fool yourself...
Shallow entities
verbalize confusing fears...