"A smell of wine and cheap perfume"
Spilling from his earphones...
I sit here and stare
at the harsh Blue veins...
The Razor,
It calls to me...
I am the self proclaimed
Life's court jester...
I normally keep it hidden
With a joke and a Smile...
Please Don't
Give Up...
Shouting out
her mournful wails...
Why cant you just see
that I am not the person...
I've been living in a fantasy world
and it's crumbling around me...
I wish I could see myself
the way you see me...
Let the pain
Drip down like rain...
I try to keep it together
I try not to show it...