Memoirs of my manic mentality
scratches denial, deeply into my skin...
have you ever been in a state of depression ?
to the point life looses its meaning...
I’ve lost what I couldn’t hold
hoping its return...
THE EVER FRESH STRUGGLE
After years of a peaceful death...
As a cloud that wanders and floats over
Seas and hills...
Can someone tell me what it feels like to be...
Not just laughing at a joke but legitimately...
Sometimes I sit and think a bit,
Some would say it is too much...
The smile doesn't reach my eyes
The mask can do much but not add back the faded...
People ask why im always quite and dont make a...
People ask why im always alone and counseled...
Kill me fast, or kill me slow
I grab your gun...
I've been clean for almost two years yet I still...
The beautiful crimson red decorating my wrists...
CURVING BUT COMING
Maybe, accentuating is thy mind...