I am at peace, I regret nothing
This is my decision...
Resentment was all she had ever known before,
Living in the darkness of despair and of hate...
Deadly serious,
Quiet reflection...
Eager excitement
as I receive a letter...
Winter gloom sets in like arthritis in my bones,
Will it ever release me...
As Darkness Fills Her Up Inside
Tears Slowly Fall From Her Eyes...
She is drinking
Again...
They watch
As she gasps...
Have you ever had a day
When no matter what you do or say...
If I could tell the truth I'd lose everything,
The woman I love, my friends and family...
I'm afraid to feel
I'm afraid to fall...
Amongst the shadows of words,
I'm tired of holding back...