They think of me as mental
but I think that they are wrong...
This is crushing me,
into a thousand tiny pieces...
There's blood under my fingernails
and blood on the floor...
Heart is aching.
Pain is rising...
(1).
no secrets anymore...
There is a girl,
whose heart is covered in snow...
I hadn't thought of you all day,
and suddenly one ludicrous message...
I wished I could melt away
into the rain...
My dear Lucy
i know i wasn't ever there...
A new day,
but same jerks calling names...
I trip over these hopeless thoughts
Inside something is very amiss...
I let the monsters control me,
Depression...