Sitting on the edge of leaving-
contemplating goodbye...
You told me that I mattered
you said that you cared...
Just kill me please.
Put me out of my misery...
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO SAY,
SO MANY FEELING I WOULD LIKE TO EXPRESS...
I HURT.
I HURT FROM THE INSIDE...
Lost,
Alone...
They ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave...
Anxiety hangs over me
like an impenetrable cloud...
Broken hearted girl,
tear drops dripping from wet cheeks...
The past is something that
will never become the present...
Another dull, drab, unfeeling, unthinking moment...
Void of laughter while others laugh, of fun while...
I love you zinhle
we could have been together now...