I think
if...
I closed the door,
I rummaged through the cabinet...
Can you see the walls crumbling,
Hear the shrill screams...
Hiding away as my body slowly dies,
The darkness invading my mind...
What i told you was between us not for everyone...
These moments I feel down
I just get to myself and frown...
All I needed was a
sweatered shoulder...
Now i cut, and i have tried to commit suicide...
I could cut myself, and kill myself and no one...
The day you said goodbye i cried. every now and...
My life is full of lies. lies here, lies there...
That blessed event; not for the Blessed,
Immersed the Child unto battles nameless...