Pain became my friend today
She showed me how to hide...
One, two, three, or four
another scar, another day...
I don't know what to feel
I can't tell what's real...
These silent wars that we always fight
Screams so loud they cannot be calmed...
Desolate children gather around to witness the...
I keep falling in love with your mind, I want to...
I smell it in your expression,
I taste it in your body language...
Ripples of self rejection
splash against piano key...
I'm just a girl
Trying to survive this odd, cold world...
I've realized nothing I can ever do will be...
I'm sorry for Allways being a messed up...
I smile my fake smile.
I laugh my fake laugh...
The darkness isn't me,
It's who I am...
Whilst your scrambling to kiss the broken parts of...
You're locked up tighter then my heart...