Just like every other night, I lay awake.
Ever so gently, the silent tears roll down my...
Pain is my suffering,
Abandonment is my drug...
Walking away
Turning my back on everything that matters...
Lost in her own thoughts
She cries herself to sleep at night...
I lay in this bed,
your lies going through my head...
There you were
Bright as the day...
I am limbless,
My body detached and cold...
In the daytime I can lie,
To others and to myself...
She hold her hands to the sky,
Frustrated and all alone...
I can't look in the mirror anymore.
Sometimes I wish I didn't have eyes...
Crawling on the floor
screaming in pain...
She cries tears at night,
thick and dark they flow like a river...