The bench underneath the lamp on the footpath
as I See from my room window in cold night...
Gazes held tears
drops to rain...
I think this site has saved my life
and given me so much insight...
I feel like dying im just so tired of this nothing...
to you i look like im smiling but inside im just...
Head on her knees, salty tears on her face,
Feeling completely broken, nothing but Disgrace...
Into the darkness of the abyss
and all this pain that does persist...
Falling, falling into darkness
Clutching at the blackened side...
I'm addicted to this sickness
I hold it close, my only friend...
This void of darkness,
It grabs me...
Did the days pass
without counting me...
Somewhere over the rainbow
what's a rainbow...
BLACK HOLE
A place that I can't change...