I was beaten black and blue,
sometimes purple and yellow too...
Everything you done to me
and all the things you said...
I blame myself for trusting you
when the warnings were all there...
Figeting and biting
scracthing and fighting...
I do not want the toys and games
that other children have...
I cannot believe that you are free
roaming this world like a beast...
I sit here crying
wishing I was dying...
He no longer tells me what to say
yet I still await his commands...
Today was...
A good day, a bad day...
I forgot how quickly time would pass,
just seconds per each line...
I try to see the positive
in all the things I do...
I was such a fool
when I left school...