I close my eyes,
Press down the blade against my skin...
There were times when regrets turn into fear.
Fear of being pull down again...
One more time, I'll ask myself why.
One more time, I'll let myself cry...
Hope is an easy way of thinking...
Everything is always my fault,
I'm so full of shame...
So tear me wide open
And dissect my pathetic soul...
I'm hating the bruises you left me.
I'm hating the blood you leave me...
I know that smiling doesn't mean you're happy but...
I know that lying sometimes doesn't mean you're...
Scared,cold, dark, and alone.
I have absolutely nowhere to go...
I hate it! I hate it!
I want to burst it out...
Twinkling stars and broken hearts, always throw...
Who cares that I'm hurt,
Who cares if I cry...