To the one who first find my letter,
I apologize for the state my body must be in...
Blood drips slowly from the slit on my wrist,
I can feel the throb of my pulse bobbing...
Hatred is useless,
Sadness is endless...
I am crumbling inside,
But I don't show it out...
Like a broken umbrella,
she became useless for this life...
I can't move forward because of the man who raped...
Dark thoughts filling my actions
Pumping my veins with venom...
Curled up crying in the corner of my bed,
as the moon shines through my window...
The sky at night leaves me contemplating
why no one could ever protect her...
My world feels like it's filled with secrets
which are crushing my dreams...
I need the darkness while I'm alive,
so when I look over my shoulder...
We both fought our battles
and gained what we could learn...