I sat there and shook,
No one there to see...
I hate the way i look,i talk,and my habits. even...
I see you with him,
If only I was him...
My body has never felt so sore and used up before.
It hurts to sleep, to sit, to breathe...
I hate the way that we left it,
But now i do understand; you were to good for this...
I just want to see my baby,
Instead of dodging bullets daily...
4-27-2012
Stored in several boxes...
I stare at the mirror
And watch myself tremble...
Depersonalize persons...
Ticks of a clock echo softly
As thoughts race...
Eyes once glazed over with pupils dilated
As she finds a way to ease her anxious pain...
Somewhere, between the little AA chips, there is...
Sobriety is supposed to make things better, right...