The ache that aches, like a bottomless hole;
Deep to the roots, of my heartless soul...
I want to change my life
I want to be happy again...
I've been awake for almost thirty eight hours
focusing on how to build back up those towers...
I stood on Death's doorstep and he
Ushered me in, gave me a mug of hot chocolate...
Insecure
Frozen...
You watched me suffer
You let me bleed...
Release the pain
Let the blood flow...
I fake my happiness
I fake my laugh...
If you looked me in the eyes
Would you see the pain hidden in them...
Time slows down
Hearts go cold...
I need someone
I've felt so alone...
I wonder if god hears my prayers,
because if he do, he must ignore them...