The lights go up
on a single chair...
Lecture halls
feel like a million miles away...
"You're just a teen"
"I know better"...
I stood there watching you
Walk away from me...
It haunts me every night
But it's never the same...
I look at my pictures,
In this broken screen...
I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of life.
I don't want pills...
I dream about dying,
lying six feet in the ground...
When It's me myself and I.
Sometimes I cry...
Silent songs that rip through sleep,
vexation...
I don't know what to feel.
I just wish this pain I feel wasn't so real...
I should have known you didnt love me from the...
you came to my house talking like u cared about...