It's too hard
And spinning our of control...
R.I.P my little one who's face I've never seen for...
for i love you my little one no one can take your...
I want to dive into the sky,
The blue blue sky...
Maybe, like the pearls hanging from my closet...
You'll carry your own weight, with no light from...
Shut out from the world
Away from society...
I woke up today
To find myself in another place...
Behind these pink walls
there's someone else...
The night was ending and my mind was racing
With each heart beat the knife was escaping...
Sitting down on the cold floor at night
It's too late to take the pain away...
Life started becoming oh so fake.
When I took that razor to my plain white looking...
I am overcome with so many fears
drowned by my river flowing with my tears...
It's just a scratch
one small scratch...