You are my best friend,
When I need you the most...
The sooner I fall,
And take that blade...
I’m locked alone
And lack escape...
I sit alone and wonder why,
how the world could pass me by...
Asphyxiated between the sheets
I feel nothing, I am numb...
God help me
I am weak...
You used to always be there
But that was once upon a time you see...
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Inside shes dying...
Goodbye to the pain of being alive,
goodbye to the frustration of trying to thrive...
I'm not sure how to tell them
their darling daughters dead...
In time the scars will fade
The deep ones too...
Last night, I wrote that word again
Marked out on my skin the word is "pain"...