Nick.
Loving and fun...
At lunch with his uncles,
he smiles and laughs...
--Nothing special, meh.
The lightning flashes outside of my window...
Watching as you slowly died,
Seeing cancer take your life...
All this wasted time
all the tears I've cried...
Alfred my boy where have you gone,
I'm so sorry it was me in the wrong...
How can anyone know how this feels not only to...
But to find deep down inside that you've lost a...
I woke up at 3 am just to be with myself again
I'm feeling restless compared to how I've been...
There will be no grieving visitors or people...
You're back in the garden that you loved for...
6 miserable months have passed
I though our friendship would always last...
So you think you're wise
gonna try suicide...
This candle burnt out ages ago,
you should have realized i could never glow...