I rewind back to eleven years ago today.
My mind was racing...
Im not the girl I use to be
So don't try to understand...
One shot isn't enough I tell myself
I have to take two maybe four...
Time heals all wounds they say
I wonder where did that lie start...
Through a lashed curtain
I visualised two doors...
I believed that I was heartless
because I never let myself cry for you...
The white light of grief is blinding,
I can no longer stand the pain...
Your voice echoes in the empty spots,
where my mind's eye held fragile memories...
It's been four weeks, since we last did speak
and you told me to go away, that I couldn't stay...
O my soulmate, my sweetest friend,
arise from your grave and enter my dreams...
White carnations
Resting upon the past...
A tear runs down my face as I go to the gates of...