6 whole months have gone by
since that day you went and died...
You're gone, you're gone
In the wilderness you was left...
Why? Where is this abyss of sorrow nourishing?
The bottom of the barrel cleansed of trace...
I pray to a god I don't believe in
to save myself from a sin...
You are still swimming inside me
Frozen in time, development abandoned...
Time for a stroll down to the pond
to relive our unbreakable bond...
I love the warmth,
When the sun burns out my eyes...
If only i Could bare a child to
Watch him or her grow...
One year ago, I heard pancreatic
cancer start to settle in your body...
You were perfect in every way,
I just couldn't see it...
The kitchen is empty
the corner you slept in...
Fall,
Where did your colors go...