I pray to a god I don't believe in
to save myself from a sin...
You are still swimming inside me
Frozen in time, development abandoned...
I love the warmth,
When the sun burns out my eyes...
If only i Could bare a child to
Watch him or her grow...
One year ago, I heard pancreatic
cancer start to settle in your body...
You were perfect in every way,
I just couldn't see it...
Fall,
Where did your colors go...
Quietness looms comforting my wounded soul
Silence for even just a second - cherished...
You told me to take a break. I had kit kat. You...
Despite all my whines, I found myself obsessing...
A world held weary with
the fictitious turning of falls failed harvest...
I was the one who remained alone,
posing as a shadow behind your grave...
Silent tear drops fall,
when your outside...