My fingers tremble
My face is pale...
I want to wake up a different person
Leave all this anger and hurt...
I guard my post with my head hanging
in the crevasse of my arms...
Some days i just look up at the stars and think...
the alful day whan worst nightmares became reality...
A woman
Beautiful, successful...
Have you ever been mad
At god for taking someone you love...
The pain's coursing through these veins ever so...
My mind is pounding with memories of the past...
You are dead its not a game
you have died and I'm to blame...
I remember when they came to the door
Thats when I knew something was up...
My memories have faded
Theyre forever lost...
Take my love, take my land,
put me wherever u want...
Walking.
Talking...